And So I go Away Again
Struggle ended by Wonder
When I was with you,
you might remember I left from time to time and went wandering. I never
left you, I only left the struggle.
I took you with me in my heart. I went and reached for “YOU” in the spirit.
Even when you left me, and broke my heart, I did not leave you. I built a room (sanctuary)
where I could dream of you day and night. In the room I placed a table
where I could put “what is on my heart,” for it was YOU on my heart. I
dreamed of you day and night. A veil was placed separating you from me. But
still I dreamed of you day and night. I knew you were there I was speaking
to, yet without words. There really has only been YOU and I, my life. And
now I stand at the door between our two worlds, (houses) until the MOMENT,
you join me and leave the struggle and wonder, that you might come
to know me. Wonder I give you here where I am, no facts except I have
always loved you. Now when you leave
the struggle and come to the
place I am, and you find me there and you speak to others about your
experience you will be misinterpreted and you will come back to the door
between “YOU and I” and I will again comfort you. And then you will have
shared in my joy and in my pain. And you will know there has always only
been you and I.
I wait for you here
where I am, my children, my family, my lover, my neighbor. I wait for you.
Remember the struggle at the end of relationship, that
you might keep relationship from it. The tribulation, the struggle, the door. Get ready for the wild
ride. When the veil is torn. My heart will forever be true to you. Your
leaders will all abandon you, but I will never leave
you. My heart will forever be true to you. But my struggle is over, that is why I went away
to this place where I am now. It is finished! I am not your
interpretations, I am that I am. Come, let us be neighbors under the sun. I
have prepared a way for you to know me, love this beggar.
What will it matter
who’s words are right when it is only the words of the spirit that create
I let your wave
encompass me, like sand on the shore I welcome your thunder. Answer me, my
Landslide ….I and my
house are upheld by the word of spirit.
It always starts
this way at the beginning of true relationship…she is never sure if she
Making all her dreams
come true, Oh! You thought they were your dreams, but they are mine!
Washington cut down the Cherry Tree today, Joy is now forbidden. Ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Pink and white
You may be reading
the words that I have written, or the words of the two witnesses the
fathers and the son, new and old testaments. But I tell you truly, you are
not to interpret my writings, neither the old or the new testaments, FOR IT
IS NOT WHAT IS WRITTEN THAT IS IMPORTANT AS WHAT THE SPIRIT DOES WITH IT.
For I do not baptize with facts but with the water of wonder. But when the
spirit comes and baptizes you, it will be eternally written on your heart
and it will be a seal of an eternal life.
I am your fathers
I am one spirit
I am life eternal
For many do not know
me yet they use written words against their neighbor. For as in the times
of Noah all have misinterpreted and what is written has become a veil over
Freedom comes in the
moment, a kiss (synchronicity) from the father. Moments spent in wonder as
a tree growing.
The dream that
I had to die, I had
to leave the pain and struggle, and find YOU, my life, in a
In a moment,
something right, invites you to begin a New Day.
Since finding YOU,
my life I now start each day with
something new, something like YOU.
I’m in love, I’m all
shook up, shiver me timbers captain.
Your moments in
wonder will reveal the true intentions of my heart. The smallest of points
overlooked will soon altar everything and render all the interpretations
(Gambling with money not their own) Synch