Emptyness and Spirit

I am astonished by this angel guiding me on my journey through loneliness, she fills my emptiness, in bewilderness, it's a loose interpretation (clue) of the original exodus. (Original Emptiness intent)

After posting the following message on the internet Pam and I had many Synchs this week about that emptiness and the work of spirit.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, and blessed are those that know they are poor in spirit for they shall be filled, Don't be ashamed of feeling empty, of not having the answers. Allow yourself to be empty and let no man fill what is the spirits to fill. She waited for her beloved and knew his heart when she met him.

Pam and I talked about the time I had gone through so much about emptiness in a deserted canyon wilderness. I was crying because I had lost home and children and was alone and my life had indicated that "she (my life) is even now at the door". So I was in this basin crying "girl, girl, why have you forsaken me" speaking of spirit from my perspective. I then found myself in a layered cave with no ceiling. The spirit said that I was in the "heart of girl" I was crying and digging because I needed so much and did not know where it would come from. I found this ugly small stone "beginning of a pearl" I did not know what was to happen in the days to come but now I know it was to layer that pearl. (Cameo)

So this week she wanted to take me to a place called "Indian grinding rock" near volcano California. We were talking about the grinding rock and aspects of heart. (many holes in the rock used to grind acorns) Then we began to talk about the "vacuum of emptiness that draws what the heart will allow" Like remaining empty during a fast to draw spiritual food. We went to the next park which was called "black Chasm" it was a large cave under our feet we were told. (large emptiness) and then the synch with the gems and the water because that was also what they did there. So spirit reminded me of the experiences before about the gems coming from the emptiness. "Blessed are the poor (empty) in spirit". But this adventure matched the experiences I had had before about emptiness and gems. We also played with the spirit here.
(Black chasm, emptiness, and the chasm between you and I on this planet. the emptiness between us. Chasm spelt shasim,,, shazam!!! the emptiness is a magic word or the magic word more closely is in the emtyness, in the chasm. (writer) What's wrong with the obvious, get a clue vs an interpretation. Gems water panning emptiness.) Ok, so you see how my life offers many aspects to WONDER after.)

Pam and I walked to the store and on the way we found a bracelet with 11 gems (yellow green) we then went to the store and she wanted candles so we found these new ones the exact color of the gems and the candles said "fortune" on them. So then we came home after renting the movie DEEPLY that just came out on video. It was about a story how a love was lost and how this story reached to the heart and of the emptiness between the two lost lovers. The story spotlighted a boat that was the same green as the bracelet and the candles, the boat was called "fates fortune" having to do with the "knowing" that the emptiness had brought. Then we began to have images of Michael Angelo's painting of man reaching to God and the GAP between their fingers reaching. And then of the poem I wrote my daughter about reaching for each other. Many other Synchs occurred about the power of emptiness and of not filling it with an interpretation until spirit gives you something real. So this is just the last few days in which all this and much more happened about the spirit and emptiness. About creating emptiness in the form of what we want and allowing it to come.

Can you feel what the faith of one that has had experiences with spirit would be like compared to reading a book and trying to believe?

So you see that between you and I is this veil,,, and in my knowing I wish to focus on creating an empty place where the veil once was so that like the Gap between neurons something magical can happen. (where ever two, or three are gathered in my name (spirit) , there I AM in the midst.

(The smallest of points will soon alter the largest of equations and render all their INTERPRETATIONS meaningless. Thus fulfilling all scripture)

Do you love me? If you did you would receive my spirit. But if you love your interpretation more,, then it is by that interpretation that you will be made desolate. The "right people" of this day no matter what religion love their interpretation more than they love me, therefore the "interpreters" (Muslims, Baptists)on the right will battle the "interpreters" on the left (catholic, Jews) and you will see how nature eliminates the proud and the self righteous. But those that hold the interpretations will have no room for the spirit that is to come from this separation (sin) emptiness between you and I. How can they see the original intent if they are too busy trying to prove each other wrong. It is the same as with the Pharisees, for the spirit of power and faith was reduced to self right., ness and arguing, therefore did the original intent come and make their temple desolate. The abomination of interpretation that caused desolation. And they were scattered among the people. (but the remnant of spirit was a seed in the earth)